Mmm'yah

I am so tired it is not even funny. Last night was crazy, man. And today I got 3-4 hours of sleep. I am dragging.

But...I have become infatuated with Brendon Urie! Aaah. That's right-from Panic! at the Disco. ^^ Mmm. He's sexy in a different kind of way and his voice-! My gosh. Wow.

Anyhow. Yeah. There's going to be pictures of him up here soon because, well, I love him! <3 Even more than my manga peoples! Except maybe Sanzo. Haha.

Anyhow. Here's this really cool clip of Captain Jack Sparrow. You'll love it. I did. However...no one reads this, so I'm going to be the only one watching it, right? Sigh. That's depressing. Whatever. Here it is.

http://www.flixster.com/servlet/embed/video/link/3185850

I love it! The person who made it is AMAZING! Hahaha.

You know, Alphonse is so nice to me. I was complaining how my printer wasn't working and he offered to print it for me. He never did stuff like this before. It's nice...until he drops a Gazelle Bomb. I've decided that's what I'm going to call it now. A Gazelle Bomb. Because that's what it is. A bomb in my face that blows up every good feeling I have as soon as he mentions her. *sigh*

But he picked her.

And mebbe now he's realizing what's he missing from this side of the fence. You know, I love Gazelle, I really do. And it's only been since last week that I'm feeling so weird about it. I mean, aside from the first two weeks they started going out. I was fine after that. And now....Now, everything's screwed up. Badly. I think I'm still in love with Alphonse.

He just asked me what he should get her for Valentine's Day. Me. His best friend. And the other girl. And...I told him what to do and even offered to take him shopping so his parents won't know about him and Gazelle.

I am an awesome best friend, just lemme say that.

But I don't know what to do. I think I'm just going to...let it pass. I still have Hastings, don't I? Yes, I do! ^^ That makes me considerably happier.

Luv.
Izzy